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Really isn`t anything to write about anymore is there? Been in summer skoo...first semester`s finally over. Still one more to go. Took pictures wit` my ladies...*iF big ups =] Date taken June 12.

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THA LDYZ
 <3 iLLiCITFEMALES

++_R i P ELAiNE
082783-030704
++_R i P KUYA ERiC
081486-080203

+ †1ME // 10:05 PM
+ DA†E // 0H FiVE.TW0 WUN.0H F0// 05.21.04
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+BUMP1N` // L0VE Y0U M0RE
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After school took da bus to the mall wit Gel. Ain`t nothin to do der any more. Saw hella peopo kuhz derz prom 2m...saw Libby & Kent, Ryan, Lauren & dem, Jose, Desire, & sum other gurl. Den I hit up a homie, but he was doin sumthin..so I hit up another homie that i havent see in bout a year & he brought his fren so we all got to catch up.

[ EDiT // 05.22.04 // 01:13 PM ]

So today is prom..yea. Anyway...i`m stuck hea on a saturday typin` up dis shii. I coulda been at da LA Convention Center righ now fo da DUB CAR SHOW. But yea..homie won tickets frum da beat & he asked if i wanted to go. & i do but i kno muh mom wouldn`t lemme go wit him Either way i wasn`t gon go kuhz he wasn`t gon come & get me.

...things been kinda hectic lately. Skoo & homework, projects & finals...you dun even kno. Think we got bout 16 / 17 days left? Den summer is gon b bomb dis year. Least i think it migh b. Gon b all busy tho..im startin college at ef `n MT. SAC den ders summa skoo fo High Skoo das gon b at Royal Oak. & i still gotta see if i can take US History during da summer. Hella shii to do huh? Am i even gon hav chill time? shii...den i migh b headed up to SAC-T0WN agen get to see da homies. & mayb i'll get to see sum of muh iLL-FEMALES. It`s not fo sho tho. if it is i'll hav to hit errwun up.

[ EDiT // 05:16 PM ]

Been thinkin bout hella shii lately. Another year has gon by & errthing. Miss tha homies & da old krew. Eric mos def. He died almost a year ago  I L0VE Y0U MENGH. More den you'll ever kno. After all dat u've done. Errthing we been threw..da whole krew. We miss you. I never did get to thank you fo that nite or say anything to you, but i kno you kno how i feel fo ya. Tru homie..my kuya...you was always der fo me fo any & everything. & i kno you still is & always will b. Thanx fo takin` dat clip fo me. Like ya sed, "WE H0MiES TiL THA END." Even tho dey was yo last..we hold it down. To tha krew stay up nikkuhz BLU3 187 BK

"How many brothas fell victim to tha streetz, Rest in peace young nigga, there's a Heaven for a 'G' , be a lie If I told ya that I never thought of death my niggas, we tha last ones left, but life goes on..." -2pac

THA LDYZ
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- R i P ELAiNE <3
08.27.83 - 03.07.04
- R i P KUYA ERiC <3
08.14.86-08.02.03

+ †1ME // 04:44 AM
+ DA†E // 0H F0.WUN TW0.0H F0// 04.12.04
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+ BUMP1N` // ALL MY LiFE
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Dengh...i aint blog in forever. Spring breaks over...aint that sad? Got skoo in bout 3 hrs. Hella bored ....lets see....righ now im talkin to muh  oppa mike.

Me & him go waaayyyy back. Been knowin him fo bout 3 yrs now? Before we aint used to talk all that much. *cough* he knows why . But s'all good now...i member he used to break en errthing, but now he's lazy as fcuk en he knows im righ. He's koo tho..we get to talk on da phone sumtimes. Tells me his stories & i tell him mine. Except dis wun time i was talkin to him bout sumthin recent that happend & he fell asleep on da phone. Hella mess`d up mengh. I was suppose to go chill wit him wen he was comin hea fo a competition...but sumthin went wrong. Den der was da time wen i was in FBLA & he wasnt & we had dis thing at 6 Flags. We were all suppose to chill wit sum other peopo too but yea. Den it flip`d en it was da other way around. He was in FBLA & i wasnt. Bad timin huh..or u jus cant catch me Naw..jus playin..got nothin but madd love fo dis nikkuh.

Nex i wanna do a lil sumthin fo muh gurl..Mz Princess Suiamie. I kno u goin thru sum shii righ bout now, but dun give up ma. Wen u feel`n down u cant let it get to u. Things is hard righ now, but later on it'll start to pick up. I'll b hea wen ya need me & if peopo ever beef`n wit u den i got yo back ..but i kno aint no wun gotta hate on u. Jus keep ya head up...i kno its easier to say den do..but i kno how ya feel. Jus keep a smile fo me

& last...muh sumwun special. He always b put`n a smile on muh face. Kno how to make a gurl feel special. I dont get to talk to u as much tho..tell me wassup wit that? Too good to b talkin to me now? S'all good..i kno u b busy & all. Hella miss you tho I'll hit u up nex time im in da area..prolly `round da 25th. I <3 you.

its bout 6 am now....gotta get ready fo skoo. Edit dis wen i get back.

 [ EDiT ] 10 pm

I`m hea at muh kuhzins house...jus woke up. Been a long day. Went to skoo, did work & got to chill wit da homies. Das bout it... gotta start da homework now. latez.

 [ EDiT ] TUESDAY // 04.13.04 //

 Today was hella koo. I was suppose to go to Brittany's house but stuff came up. So i head`d to Gel's house instead. Who knew takin pix wit da digi could b fun. I'll post sum up wen i get a chance. Til den y'all can see our favorite wun on muh Findapix [ iLLiCiT_BEHAViOR ] .

Dengh..cant wait til i get to go to 714. Wunder if i'll b able to get in touch wit da homies. If not mayb i'll get to chill wit him? Depends on how dat plays out. In da mean time...i got sum stuff i gotta tell Y0U. Its sum stuff i think Y0U should kno. & now i'll leave it at dat.

MUH L0VELY LAYDEEZ
+ iLLiCiT FEMALES +

- RiP ELAiNE <3

+ †1ME // 07:15 PM
+ DA†E // 0H THREE.0H NiNE.0H F0// 03.09.04
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+ BUMP1N` // H0W D0 i SAY G00DBYE T0 YESTERDAY
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 Today was jus anotha day. Errthang was s'all good...went to muh classes did wuh i had to do en shii. By da time 5th period roll`d `round, i was jus wait`n to get out en go home. But it was kickback. Da last 10 minutes a class had effect on me tho. Sum guy was mess`n wit muh cell while i was pass`n out papers en da guy goes you gotta text msg. So i went up to him to see wuh muh msg was. It was frum Mz.Paula say`n...

"Just Found out from Lanie that elaine from so-cal passed away on sunday. I don`t know the details, but she found out from tee."

Direct hit on dat note. I didn`t kno wuh to do or say. In muh head all i was say`n was how'd dat happen.. ya kno? Jus dun kno how to feel...don`t really think it hit me yet. Elaine pass`d in her sleep nice en peaceful, but she will b miss`d. Muh prayers go out to those closest to her...family, frens, en da laydeez of *iF. Keep ya head up.

<3 MZ. ELAiNE P. CABUG0S <3 
08 . 27 . 83 - 03 . 07 . 04
    MiSS`N Y0U.. .

MUH L0VELY LAYDEEZ
+ iLLiCiT FEMALES +

-deuce

+ †1ME // 11:47 PM
+ DA†E // 0H WUN.TW0 F0.0H F0// 01.24.04
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F-CK`N FiNALS!!!

++ [ DAY 1 ] 1ST PERi0D // SPANiSH 3-4 // THE FiNAL WASN`T AS HARD AS i TH0UGHT iT W0ULD B. WELL, iT WAS A LiL` HARD BUT N0T REALLY. iF Y0U PAY`D ATTENTi0N iN CLASS Y0U W0ULD UNDERSTAND iT. i NEVER PAY ATTETi0N TH0UGH..i JUS` SLEEP. i DUN SEE WHY SUM PE0P0 G0 EN RACK DER BRAiNS TRYNA STUDY. i KN0 i DUN. i TAKE DA TEST 0N WUH i KN0 EN iF i DUN KN0 iT i C0ULD CARE LESS. KUHZ i SEE iT LiKE THAT iF i DUN STUDY EN i D0 G00D DEN i LEARN`D SUMTHiN`, BUT iF i D0 BAD DEN i SEE THAT AS DA TEACHER N0T REALLY M0TiVATiN` ME T0 PAY ATTETi0N. THAT`S JUS` ME TH0UGH.

 ++ [ DAY 1 ] 3RD PERi0D // ENGLiSH // i TH0UGHT DA FiNAL WAS G0N B LiKE DEM WUNS DAT Y0U READ RAND0M LiL` ST0RiES EN DEN AT DA END 0F iT iS A GRiP A QUESTi0NS...LiKE DEM READ`N C0MPREHENSi0N TEST. ANY WAY....DA TEST WASN`T WUH i TH0UGHT iT W0ULD B. iT WAS 0N A B00K DA WE'VE BEEN READ`N [mostly on an independent tip]. DA B00K WE BEEN READ`N iS T0 KiLL A MOCKiNGBiRD. i SWEAR DAT WEN i G0T iT i SED THAT i WAS G0N ACTUALLY READ DiS WUN EN T0 G00D 0N iT. WELL i LiED. i READ UP T0 CHAPTER 2..S0 Y0U CAN`T SAY i DiDN`T TRY. DA B00K JUS` WASN`T iNTERESTiN` T0 ME. i LiKED DA M0ViE 0N iT TH0..iT WAS AiiGHT. GAVE ME TiME T0 SLEEP. i THiNK i NEEDA ST0P D0iN` THAT TH0..BUT iTS JUS` T0 EARLY T0 BEEN iN SK00 PAY`N ATTETi0N T0 TEACHERS YAP`N `B0UT DEY LESS0N WE SUPP0SE T0 B KN0W`N T0 GiVE US DA SKiLLZ WE NEED iN LiFE. SUM 0F WUH DEY SAY iS G00D BUT M0ST 0F iT iS P0iNTLESS. BASiCALLY...DA FiNAL WAS 0N DA B00K EN i DiD`NT READ iT. S0 NATURALLY i START`D T0 STRESS, BUT i STiLL DiDN`T SWEAT iT. S'ALL G00D, N0?? RiGH...S0 WE GET `B0UT 1HR EN 30MiNUTES F0 DA TEST. N0W DA TEST C0NSiSTED 0F 4 PARTS.
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12 0F DEM HELLA DEEP THiNK`N QUESTi0NS.
++ [ PART 2 ]
8 Q0UTES T0 TRANSLATE iN 0UR 0WN TERMS [kuhz dey talk country]
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SH0RT ESSAY 0N DA MAiN CHARACTER
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10 Q0UTES WHERE Y0U G0TTA SAY WUH KiNDA T0NE DA Q0UTE iS iN [happy, sad, ironic, humors, objective, etc.] , DEN YA G0TTA GiVE YA REAS0N WHY YA PiCK`D DA T0NE YA PiCK`D.
N0W i DUN KN0 `B0UT ANY0NE ELSE BUT i SPENT 1HR EN 20 MiNUTES 0N PART WUN. FREALZ...i DiDN`T KN0 WUH i WAS D0iN`. DEN DA MRS. SH0CKEY G0ES "Y0U ALL HAVE 10 MiNUTES LEFT F0R Y0UR FiNAL." ME EN MUH HG GEL WERE LiKE "F-CK!!" SHE WAS STRESS`N M0 DEN ME, BUT SHE WAS LiKE 0N PART 3. S0 i HAD T0 HUSSLE. MUH GRADE DEPENDED 0N DiS WUN TEST. iT'S ALWAYS DiS CLASS THAT i STRESS iN, MAiNLY KUHZ ENGLiSH AiN`T MUH BEST SUBJECT. FREALZ TH0..i D0 BETTER iN SPANiSH.WELL i END`D UP GET`N T0 #1 0N PART 4 WiTHiN TH0SE 10 MiNUTES. i THiNK DAS PRETTY G00D F0 N0T READ`N DA B00K.

++ [ DAY 1 ] 5TH PERi0D // W0RLD HiST0RY // DiS CLASS iS S000 B0MB. FREALZ. SiNCE DA 1ST SEM IS 0VER YA SH0ULD SWiTCH T0 MR. STYCULA'S CLASS. iT'S HELLA KiCKBACK. EN iF YA WUNNA MUH H0MiES DEN YA SH0ULD SWiTCH T0 MUH 5TH PERi0D CLASS ANYWAY...DA FiNAL WAS 0N CHAPTER 12, EN i WAS ACTUALLY G0N TRY EN STUDY F0 DiS WUN. 0NLY KUHZ i WANNA B BACK AT #1. iT'S LiKE A RACE BETWEEN YUKARi [1st] , ANGELIQUE [3rd], EN ME [2nd]. S0 i G0 UP T0 STRYCULA..EN i WAS LiKE WUH D0 i G0TTA GET T0 MAiNTAiN MUH GRADE. S0 WE DiD DA WH0LE PUNCH`N iN DA NUMBERS THiNG. WENT FRUM A - F RANGES F0 DA SC0RES....EN HE G0ES EN TELLS ME THAT iT DUN MATTER WUH i GET KUHZ i W0ULD STiLL HAVE AN A iN DA CLASS. S0 i WAS LiKE i CAN DRAW PiX 0N DA SCANTR0N EN iT W0N`T MATTER...EN HE WAS ALL YEA. DENGH...i WAS JUS` S0 PR0UD A MUH SELF. i WAS LiKE F-CK YEA WEN i G0T BACK T0 MUH H0MiES THAT WERE TRYNA STUDY. S0 DAT JUS` EXPLAiNS H0W i DiD 0N DA FiNAL...EN JUS` S0 YA KN0 i DiD DRAW A PiC..iT WAS WUN BiG ASS BUTTERFLY. N0W Y0U TRY D0iN` THAT 0N A SCANTR0N.

++ [ DAY 2 ] 2ND PERi0D // Bi0L0GY // S0 0N WEDNESDAY WE WAS ALL iN CLASS RiGH. EN 0N DA B0ARD WAS A GRiP A VOCAB W0RDS THAT WE SUPP0SE TO KN0 F0 DA FiNAL. S0 i WR0TE D0WN DA W0RDS RiGH...BUT i NEVER WR0TE DA DEFS F0 iT. THAT DiDN`T MATTER T0 ME AT DA TiME TH0. AFTER i WR0TE D0WN ALLA DA W0RDS i JUS` WENT T0 SLEEP 0N MUH LiL` DESK RiGH UP iN DA FR0NT WHERE DA TEACHER STANDS EN TALKS T0 DA CLASS. BUT YEA...SO T0DAY [ FRiDAY ] , MR. FARRAR G0ES EN TELLS US WE CAN USE 0UR N0TES..S0 i WAS LiKE WUH N0TES?! WEN DiD WE TAKE N0TES?! S0 MUH H0MiE FABiAN G0ES EN SH0WS ME DA LiST EN i WAS ALL LiKE 000HHH...TH0SE N0TES. HELLA PE0P0 FREAK`D 0N DA TEST EN i WAS LiKE WUH EVERS WiT` iT. DA TEST WAS AiiGHT TH0UGH..i WAS MAKiN` PATTERNS EN PLAYiN` GAMES 0N DA SCANTR0N. iT WAS K00. DEN AFTER i THiNK i G0T A G00D FEW MiNUTES T0 W0RK 0N SUM 0THER HW, BUT AS S00N AS DA BELL RANG i WAS 0UT DA D00R.

++ [ DAY 2 ] 4TH PERi0D // GE0METRY // HMM...i DUN KN0 WUH T0 SAY `B0UT DiS WUN. A MATH TEST iS A MATH TEST, JUS` AT DiFFERENT LEVELS DEPEND`N 0N DA CLASS Y0U iN. DA TEST WAS AiiGHT..N0T S0 SHURE H0W i DiD. T00K ME M0ST A DA PERi0D T0 FiNiSH. i TiRED T0 RUSH iT KUHZ i WANT`D T0 PLAY 13 WiT` ERiCS0N EN NiCK. BUT YEA..DAS `B0UT iT.
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